... First of all my brain.
My brain has a mind of its own.
Its also been having difficulty distinguishing right from wrong.
I don't know why this is though.

Someone should shrink to microscopic size and scan my brain to find the problem, I think.

I've kinda been wondering this too... How the heckle do I rank in your guys' lives?
Like... idk importance?
Er... describe me in like 3 words or somethin'
scale of 1-10
one being = meh
ten being = important

Joo rank meh and I'll rank joo XD

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Also, I spoke with Dante.
He put me on some BC pills.... at least that's what they BETTER be for.... he's not the smartest doctor in the world...

My blood-lust is gettin' worse....
It's become more frequent... It's like my vampire-half is overtaking me. I went all crazy over a bandaid that had blood on it... That's not right... I'm sorta scared....

There have been times where I've completely freaked out... and almost bit myself just to get a taste of blood so I'll calm down.... But I don't.... Instead I flee to Knives. He... gives me blood... But I think he's starting to get irritated..... He's telling me he's not a charity.... He says it's not free to get it... And that one of these times.. I'm gonna have to repay him somehow.... -bites lip- _{as if i don't have enough troubles...}

I think I should really find a more suitable place to live than.... a cave.
It's just.... cold and stuff.
I mean, my body-heat leaves pretty quickly... so I get cold easily... And with the way it's been freezy.... I might get sick. I don't want to be sick.... I hate being sick...
I'm shivering right now... -puts arms in sleeves of shirt- there.... that's a bit better.

I'm supposed to be nocturnal... but I'm so.... sleepy right now..... maybe I'll take a quick nap before I....... hunt...... yeah..... I'll talk to you guys later.....

§Zay